Accept everything about yourself--I mean everything. You are you and that is the beginning and the end--no apologies, no regrets. ~ Henry Kissinger

Monday, May 31, 2010

this is how i feel right now

Convo at 12:30am whilst english core ing

=/ » BIGαzивσìí . ☆ says:
I NEED IT
DONT TELL ME WHAT TO DO
*insert turtle emoticon*

Hong says:
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Tuesday, May 25, 2010

4unit + stress = ASD#@$%JLE
Okay I’ll do some questions and see how I go
Can’t find ruler… #@RS@$% … anger building exponentially …
Okay found my ruler … pheww its okay I’ll be fine …
Can’t find paser … @#UAEW%$ … where the f…
Okay found my paser … sighhh just relax …
Now … where did I put the ruler … WHERE THE F…………
Okay found my ruler … let’s just start so nothing else goes wrong
*snap* lead broke on paser … aishh ..
No more lead …
Please save me T.T

Friday, May 21, 2010

i am sick.
i am sad.
i am sad because i am sick.
being sick makes me sad.
lol
i love drinking manuka honey tea
its yummy and its meant to help my cold
i dont think its working but its yummy so im happy regardless
i hope no one else gets sick ... well apart from the people ive infected already i hope they get well soon =]

p.s procrastination sucks

woahhhhhhhh i just realised procrastination sucks = ps ??

weird + scary + cool

nights
sweet dreams
God bless

Ecclesiastes 4

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

its out its out its out its out !!



David Choi - That Girl MV
omgsh i waited all of yesterday for this mv T.T just sat there refreshing every couple minutes ... yes i have no life ==;;
its soo awesome =D song is awesome mv is awesome david choi is awesome that girl in the mv is awesome haha
david choi = korean and awesome lol
check it out !

"“That Girl” is basically about trying to convince yourself that you don’t need to be with someone to be happy. While some succeed and move on quickly, others dwell and heal at a slower pace. Whatever the case, the thoughts, emotions and memories we experience during this time are heartwrenchingly powerful and real."

Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone, just wasting time
No Friday movie nights
Or romantic candle lights

I'm just having conversations
With the thoughts in my head
All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead
It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Honestly, this won't do
How is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
But I know I'm such a fool

I could take it as a new beginning
But you know I don't feel that way
Who will take all this pain away?
I know it's wrong for me to say
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Talk about a sin
Was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time
I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

i shall bring judgement ...

upon the ants in the bathroom.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

long time no see :D
wow i havent blogged in such a long time. probably because i was very lazy;; and yeah this ones gnna be pretty long + boring + random. well yeahh a lot of things happened since the last time i blogged and i dont usually write about the more important/significant events (kyck + john mayer concert) because well someone else usually does it before me and it would get boring to read the same stuff again? next time ill just direct you to their pages haha
my computer died ... 2 weeks ago ? i lost everything on the computer because i didnt back things up because i trusted my computer :( it made me sad. and it doesnt help when everyone tells you the same thing. "you should have backed your things up on a harddrive" i dnno but that word "should" kinda shows that what they just said does not help me at all and moreover yeah don't you think i figured that out now? but theyre just trying to help so yeahh;;
i keep procrastinating T.T and its always through youtube and guitar? trying to learn songs that no ones going to hear kinda seems pointless but i guess ill either get enough courage to perform orrr stop trying so hard at it and start focusing on something else. i sure hope its the first one.
i kinda realised that this post is gnna be pretty boring to read because what i wrote so far isnt going to make anyone laugh;; arghhh so much to write about but not enough brain power T.T i should be more diligent with blogging like sarah and amy
oh one thing that made me laugh pretty hard today
mum: wheres james?
me: gone to library to study
mum + dad + me: hahahahahaha
dad: who actually believes he went to study
(silence)
dad: who thinks its a girl
(i put my hand up)
mum: i think hes gone to parra to buy us nice presents
(silence)
mum + dad + me: hahahahahaha xD

oh and my dad picked me up from tutoring and we had the windows rolled down right? and we were almost home and he started rolling them up and i asked him why and he just smiled and said "i farted" and locked the doors ==;;

Jesse Barrera's new music video came out this week !! awesome song !! hes one of my favourite youtube artists =D watching this makes me want a girlfriend T.T haha they look so happy


oh and ummm i have many boxes of nutrigrain stacked up by none other than my dad

he so asian. reminds me of jessica and how she manages to pose no matter what the situation lol and yes i eat all of that by myself

i purposely didnt write about kyck as soon as i came back from it because i felt like it would be pointless if i ... err how do you say this ... went back to living the life i was living ? if i remained unchanged ? so yeah i was meant to wait 2 weeks before writing about it but yeah i got lazy T.T which is not a good thing because procrastinating is a sin! lol but yeah its weird. i think ive half changed? in some areas i can see the difference but not so much in other aspects of life which is not very good so i should you know constantly rely on God to keep me on track and not focus so much on worldy things

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him
and he will make your paths straight"

- Proverbs 3:5

interestingly enough i remember ranting to someone, i dont remember who, about my current situation and stuff and i was going off about how i couldnt manage myself and concentrate on the things that were important and i said something like "im not in control. and i dont like that" and as soon as i said that i was pretty shocked because thats like going against whats meant to be the norm in a christian point of view. we are not in control, God is. but yeah ill rant about this topic some more next time.

woww this blog was pretty random sort of like a stream of conciousness =/
if you read all this then wow as if not study for maths and thank you lol
ill try and post more >.<

nights
sweet dreams
God bless

Proverbs 10